* happened to me before *

i came across a friend's life who is somewhat similar to mine 4 or 5 years ago..

to cut the long story short..this is how it goes..

girl fell in love with boy..boy feels the same..both boy and girl went on as an item..

boy have to study in another state..girl remain in the state..every week, girl will travel more than 5 hours to meet boy for 2 days then come back to her state..

girl has no life..no friends and no proper time for herself..

i identify with that struggle and that feeling and that sort of situation..i did not like the life that i have then..

and looking back, especially when someone is living your past, i suddenly feel so stupid about myself..

i was naive then..

and just then i realised how much i've grown..

from the desperate childish girl to a more mature, less desperate childish girl..and i definitely love my life now..