* He knows *

i had had a moment where im filled with all the anxieties the world can ever give me..

that night, i couldn't fall asleep..no matter how much effort i put in..i can remember how bad i felt and how torturing it was..to stayed up all night thinking about what might have been and worrying about everything under the sun..

i was so pre-occupied with my stubborn thoughts that i couldn't listen to what the Lord wants to tell me..i couldn't..

i couldn't let Him in..and i knew well that He is waiting for me to let Him in..

i was stubborn..too overly stubborn..i hate it when im like that but somehow or rather, i refuse to let that part of me go..

but God is faithful and im super sure that He cares alot for me and that He loves me..i need that affirmation and He never fails to give that to me..

the next morning, i went to work..and i was still.......filled with all the anxieties the world can ever give me..

just then, God spoke..through someone during a group devotion and i knew immediately that it was for me..it was what He wanted to tell me the night before..the night when i was too busy worrying and too busy counting my rubbish thoughts..

that morning, He spoke, and i listened..and i was affirmed..

cast all your anxieties to Me..
cast all your anxieties to Me.,.
cast all your anxieties to Me..

and with that, i rest assured..