* stressing out and chocking in *

Lord,

yesterday was bad and the day before was not that good either..

either way, i felt disconnected..

i really wished that it will all go away and i will again be connected..

i am stressing out and freaking out, yet find no motivation to push through..am i taking all that i have now for granted?

i am fearing for my future..i have no aim left..just wishful thinking..

Lord, help me to carry on..and let Your will be done in me..

Lord, i surrender to You..and i will always note that the joy of the Lord is my strength..

thank you, Lord for being there for me..

Amen.