* i have a date tomorrow *

me going for this tomorrow..

for free..

yay!!!

* i got a job *

title says it all..

i got a phone call the other day when i was in AS..

the manager told me i got the job that i was applying for..

nothing fancy but it is something that i like doing and it meets all my requirements..

so why not?

im starting the coming monday..

i know some of you are dying to know how much are they paying me..

not gonna tell the full amount but let's say that it is good for a first timer with the first real job..

benefits and all are good enough..

and i feel good about everything..

i can't wait to start work..dunno what to expect but it is certainly better than bumming at home and gaining no money but more weight..

im looking forward to this monday..at the same time anxious and nervous and sceptical..geez, i dont know where did that come from..

my playful and reckless everyday life ends on sunday..monday comes, it is like living in the real adulthood..

i do hope that i'll shine!!!

=)

* tabib cina *

i went to see a tabib cina this afternoon..

the tabib readjust my ankle that i've sprained a month ago..

my ankle stinks cuz of the herbs he applied on my ankle..

but it feels good..

i'll be away tomorrow onwards..

will blog again about selayang kids..we recently had kidzlife idol..

will be back to blog about it..

tataz..

* =) *

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* interview *

one hour interview session..





1. filled in form..5 pages..
2. brief introduction to the manager..
3. sat for 2 tests..
4. interview with the manager..
5. q and a session..








phew!!!

* i've been bumming, thank you very much *

things i do for the past one week..

thursday : went over to vivian's house and to church..

friday : at home stoning..at night, cooked supper with kvlye..bbq beef..

saturday : tropicana city mall..went to church..had dinner with kvlye's parents and sis..pavilion for chocolate drinks with kvlye and his granny..

sunday : kz..mbpj meeting..dinner at vivo's and movie at cineleisure..terminator salvation..

monday : sunway lagoon..manicure..shopping in queenspark...

tuesday : at home bumming..dinner at italian on sixth, pavilion to celebrate kvlye's mom's bday..

wednesday : at home bumming..

thursday : fever..at home bumming..went to church for practise..

friday : at home bumming..interview session at 5pm..shopping for kidzlife in tesco..atrs and crafts at home with kvlye..

thats about it for now..

* interview *

not quite there yet..

but im about to give a hand shake today..

i got an interview session today..

just got to know like an hour ago..

and i am freaking out..

hope i do well..

* fingers crossed *

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so everything is everywhere at the moment..

harap maaf semua..

* happened to me before *

i came across a friend's life who is somewhat similar to mine 4 or 5 years ago..

to cut the long story short..this is how it goes..

girl fell in love with boy..boy feels the same..both boy and girl went on as an item..

boy have to study in another state..girl remain in the state..every week, girl will travel more than 5 hours to meet boy for 2 days then come back to her state..

girl has no life..no friends and no proper time for herself..

i identify with that struggle and that feeling and that sort of situation..i did not like the life that i have then..

and looking back, especially when someone is living your past, i suddenly feel so stupid about myself..

i was naive then..

and just then i realised how much i've grown..

from the desperate childish girl to a more mature, less desperate childish girl..and i definitely love my life now..

* off *

so the nail thingy drives me crazy and depress for the whole day..and since looking at my nails makes me more depress, i took the remover and removed the colors..

so basically, it rm50 for 24hours..

shoot me but i felt so much better after doing it..

at least i dont have to cling on to the guilt everytime i look at the ugly painted nails that cost me a friggin bomb..

on the other hand, i had dinner in "italian on sixth", pavilion last night..was with kvlye and his family..celebrating his mom's bday..

outstanding..enough said..

anyways, im feeling much better now..but im still not used to the transition of life after uni..but, i'll live..

* bum *

bumming ever since..

and im bored..

and i have no motivation to do anything..

is there anything call the "post-grad-withdrawal-symdrome" ?

* me love *

me got meself a tattoo..

nice?

me very happy with me tattoo..

nice?

me love me tattoo..

nice?

* happy time flies *

happy times fly away faster than i thought..

i went to sunway lagoon with kvlye yesterday and i felt as if the clock is ticking faster than usual..

and i wished it was slower..

i had fun there with him..and i just wished i could have longer time there with him..

i dunno why but i got depressed when i reached home..that was after i did my stupid nails in the mall..

so mad..

i wanted to d my nails in one of the nail bar..went there and asked the manicurist for the price..she quoted me the price and its rm20 for the normal one..so i said ok..

then i saw set of samples there on the counter with double coats and simple designs..i asked how much would it cost to get my nails done like that..

she said, rm30..

in my mind, rm30 for all my 10 nails looking pretty with design isnt so bad, right?

so i went along with the design one..

pink and white..

after the whole manicure process..and the drying of my pretty nails process, when im about to pay, she charged me rm50..

RM freaking 50???

i asked WHY in the longest way ever..

she told me in canto..that..normal manicure with color is rm20 and to add design is rm30..so overall, i owe the nail bar rm50..

so yea..i basically spent rm5 per nail on the design which later look kinda ugly to me..and could only last for 5 days..7 days max..and im not going anywhere..so basically, im starting at my rm50 nails at home..

im so not proud of it..and im so disappointed at my stupid decision..

my nails..

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* moved to tears *

i came upon a blog post randomly and i couldnt helped it but googled the related posts about it..

when i read posts upon posts, i couldnt helped but be moved by it..tears began to run down my cheek..

i was touched..

a boy..a 16years old boy died in an accident and his friends writes and blogged beautifully about him..such great legacy he left behind even at a very young age..

so many of his friends acknowledged him and they mourned for him..

i was jealous when i read those posts and i wondered if i will leave behind a good legacy when i die and i wondered if the friends i grew up with and know will have good things to say about me..will i ever receive good eulogies?

that boy left behind sweet memories for his friends and he taught me something..i wished i knew him..im sure he would become my good friend..he's such a good boy reading from his friends' blogs..

rest in peace..

* randon thoughts *

Note : this was written a week ago..7 days from now..

What day is it today? Better still, what month are we in now?
Was on the phone with Marylene the other day and I told her that we are now in the month of November. So sad.
These two wonderful questions are questions I caught myself asking over and over again. And you’re about to hear or read, literally about my laments and complains. Yup, that’s right, I’m in the land of the dead, Alor Star.
It has been 2 weeks or more that I’m back here and I have been slacking like nobody’s business. Come on, how can anyone blame me?
I have no commitments such as to study for another exam-because yours truly passed for all subjects *wink*, don’t have to look for job now yet cuz I do not have any frigging transcript with me to tie it with my CV. Well, actually, I’m plain lazy to apply now *scoff*, nor do I have to race against time. In case you’ve forgotten, I’m in AS and here, time is never a factor. That’s why I’m constantly caught not knowing the time. I sleep in the morning and wake up just in time for lunch-everyday. And I’m slacking even more these days cuz I have a maid at home. Wait, did I tell you I have maid? Yup, I got one. And she has been doing laundry, cooking and cleaning up my mess. Doing my dishes and all. That makes me slacks even more. I officially have no responsibility on the own things cuz its taken care of. Sad. But the maid is really nice and helpful. This makes me very lazy. I’m slacking. And I have to learn how to speak Indonesians cuz I can’t understand a frigging word she said.
Weight gained. This is another major yet typical issue that I’m battling with everyday. Looking at the mirror can be kinda soul tormenting sometimes. Yes, I’ve put on massive weight. No kidding this time. How can one blame me when I’m living a glutton’s life here. My schedule is pretty much scheduled and predictable. Its always- wake up, eat, watch tv, eat, sleep, wake up, eat, watch tv, eat, sleep. Everyday it goes on like this. It’s a vicious cycle. No wonder I’m fat. I have no internet connection here which makes me a living zombie. I am bored to death. Did say I was bored? Yes, I am. This is the captivity of freedom where what’s left is the word boredom. And I’m gonna say it again here, BORED! Yeah, spell it with me, baby.
I do hit the mall here and there but when you’re in AS, you can easily head out of the mall in 1 hour, which includes you storming in every department and scanning the goods. I tell you, its true. And I don’t have friends here cuz they all hates me so they ditched me. Kidding. All of them left AS long ago and we’re mostly spread across the world. We either keep in touch through mass email or using the greatest creation called Facebook.
Above all these, I find myself quite settled actually. Its true. To think about it, staying here for a few weeks isn’t that bad afterall. I mean, it is kinda bad but not that bad to the extend that I would shoot myself dead in the head. Here, I get to know and discover about myself more. I get to know what type of person I am becoming. I get to spend quality and slow paste time with my parents, catching up with current issues with them and also talking about our future. I get to taste mom’s and grandma’s delicious yummy cooking. No restaurant and fine dining can ever beat their cooking skills. Brings pleasure to my taste buds. I’m so sure of that. No wonder I’m fat. And I get to value my relationship with kvlye. I guessed its true when they say, absence makes the heart grow fonder. Awesome.
I believe in the midst of solitude and slow paste lifestyle, I can find myself and know what I treasure most. It’s the hectic lifestyle in KL, the rat race atmosphere and the evolving nature in the city that hinders me from realizing what is important and how to realize it. I admit, sometimes, I took for granted the little things in life adding nonsensical immense pressures to myself. But as I took the time to slow down, I realized and I saw lots of beautiful things that I chose not to see when I am in KL using busy as the ultimate common excuse which most treat it as a norm.
I am coming back to KL next week, back to my hectic, busy and fast paste lifestyle and I will always miss the boring, slow paste with nothing to do lifestyle in AS because after all, that’s where I came from. That’s my home and that’s where I found love the most. And I’m very sure of the fact that I will be missing my home in AS the day I step foot in KL again, perhaps shed a tear or two which kvlye thinks it’ll be a bucket full instead. I think he might be right. Till then, I shall lament and complain again about AS during my next trip back but seriously, in spite and despite everything, I love AS.

PS: for those who wish condolences to my family for the loss of my grandpa, I would like to extend my deepest gratitude to you. Thank you very much and for those who didn’t, I guessed we’re no longer friends from now on. Haha. Kidding. Kidding. We would like for you to know that we’re doing fine, if not, better. We’re coping with the loss really well with the grace and the mercy of God and we appreciate your thoughts and your concerns. God bless. Love, Christine and family.

* back *

im back..

and to God be the glory..forever and ever...Amen!!!

i have alot to be thankful for..

for one i can think of is my final result..

to God be the glory..

* back again then back again *

im back in kl..and will be going back again to AS tomorrow..





things back home are fine and ok..thank you for all the care wishes and the condolences..my family and i are doing much better now..





havent had the time to go shopping after exam..due to the so many things to take care of back at home..oh yea, me got 3 interviews last week but have to cancel cuz of the funeral..





but its ok..im sure that better things are yet to come so im keeping my fingers crossed..





on a brighter side, kvlye is flying back with me..im so the happy..yay!!!





and eileen posted a pic of me during lecture which i personally think is hillarious..

i have no idea which lecture is that..

* death *

i received a call from mom..just moments before kvlye and i enter the cinema to watch a movie..

mom told me that grandpa (dad's side) passed away moments ago..it was a sudden death..

i was in shock..still in shock..

im flying home tomorrow..and i still dont know how to react..

pray for peace..

* done *

i packed my books and my notes..

and im ready to give them all away..

cuz im done with uni for the time being..

and im going out tonight..tomorrow..the day after and the day after.. yay..

* im a clumsy dumpsy *

i fell off the one step pavement in leisuremall, cheras last saturday..wearing a 4.5inches tall high heels..

i sprained my beautiful left ankle..in public..

kvlye stared in horror then later on, burst out laughing because according to him, i looked hillarious and pathetic.. *thank you very much, i felt loved*

and since we parked the car opposite the mall, he have to carry the heavy me across the street..
i know i very the memalukan but cant do much..i cant walk ler..

i asked him why was he panting so heavily..and he repeatedly say that i am heavy..

so much of love, eh?? hahaha..

anyways, we went home straight afterthat..kvlye apply some heat on my beautiful ankle..and it fel tons better..but it is swollen..

i have swollen ankle..

swollen like a bitch, he said..hahaha..

but i can still walk and pee though..

no worries..