* missing him *

i miss him..

im back home and he's else where..

this year, we didnt celebrate chinese new year together..

he is with his family and me with mine..

and i miss him so so much..

its been 2 days now..

miss my dear..

* happy cny *

picture paints a thousand words..

so,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!!!!!!!!!

* an angel *

it was raining cats and dogs when i was about to exchange train to meet up with kvlye..

i have no umbrella with me..

and its raining cats and dogs..

i have my own set of problems for the day..it hasnt been a perfect day..

and it was raining cats and dogs..

and i have no umbrella..

i was practically drenched..

i was in the state of breaking down and cry..

i needed a miracle..

just then when i thought that i am gonna be caught in the rain for the rest of my way to the train station, an angel shielded me with an umbrella..

for a while, the rain did not touch me..

up till i reach the other train station..

the angel gave me a piece of tissue paper to wipe my face..

i took it..

and just when i want to look up and say thank you, my angel disappear..

right at that point, i believe with all my heart that my greatest Daddy in heaven sent me an angel to keep me safe..He sent me an angel to brighten up my day..He sent me an angel to be with me in the midst of my own stormy and rainy day..

after all, it ended up to be a perfect day because my Daddy cares..and He knows..even without me telling Him..He knows..and that made my day PERFECT!!!

thank You, Father..

* newbie *

i have new pairs of eyes..

yay..

actually, mum gotten me contact lenses for my sepeted eyes..

and yes..im such a noob..first time ever in my 23 years and 11 months of life, i am wearing contact lenses..

yesterday was my second day of wearing them and was my first time wearing them to uni..man, it hurts like siou..

the amount of time i complain to my friends and asking them to look into my eyes to see if those contact lenses are still attached to my eyes..i lost count..haha..

but it felt good..

i know to some its just an ordinary thinggy but to me, it was a breakthrough..

my first ever contact lenses..

so i love my lenses..

so last night, i packed my solutions, saline and lenses and put them near my sink so that it will be easier to put them on the next morning..

so excited..

and this morning, i didnt put them on..

reason, too tired..

done..

* the best cleaner *

let me share with you a story about a cleaner..a toilet cleaner..

last wednesday, kvlye and i was supposed to go to petaling street to get some stuffs..but it rained..

and since we were half way to the destination and going back home will be a problem, we decided to just have dinner in sungai wang..

so we went to sungai wang..

and me, being the miss pee pot, have to pee..so i went to the ladies..

there i met the best toilet cleaner..she was an indon..

the toilet was dry and clean..she repeated mop the floor dry and she was really well mannered..

i cant stand chemical smells from the toilet..but that toilet in which i was in, there is no chemical smell but only the smell of clean fresh air form the window..

the basins are dry and clean..and the mirror, its stainless..no fingerprints mark at all..

and the sanitary disposal bin, emptied and clean..very impressive, eh?

the cleaner herself, is very polite..very pleasant..

wow..

i am impressed..

* aiks *

this is a conversation between one of my girlfriend and i..

GF : hey babe, im pregnant..

me : omg!! how now?

GF : i dunno..

me : gosh..what were you thinking?

GF : i dunno..im not married yet..

me : should have thought of it earlier, rite?

GF : well, at least i know im not BARREN!!!

my girlfriend and i ended up laughing..but its true..she's pregnant and she's not planning to get married..and she's not planning to tell her parents..


and me?? i have no idea what to say to her..

ideas, anyone?


ps, im allowed to blog abt this just in case anyone of you would want to accuse me of being such a big mouth girl..

* perfection *

too many times, we wished upon the stars that someday we will find our prince..we dreamt about the perfect man who can sweep you off your feet..with just one smile, he will make your heart skip not just one beat, but a few beats..

i was once that girl..

the girl who wants a tall, rich and good looking man as my man..a man who will make every girl alive jealous..a girl who will get absoulutely everything that she wanted..a girl who dates a tough hunky jock..

but then again..all these are just a dream we girls dreamt of..but when you really fall in love, all these doesnt matter anymore..you look at things differently..

kvlye..he's not a tall, rich and good looking guy to many but to me..he is..

he is tall in his ambitions and aims, rich in character and he certainly is a good looking guy..both in the heart and also physically..

he is fit..very fit to be my man..he is certainly the man of my dream..

and i love him..

* my best friend and my greatest bonus in life *

* =) *

he told me about the plans..

and im happy..

simple..

=)

* 2009 - wishlist *

some one once asked me early this year, what do i want throughout this new year..

here are some of my wish list..

things im going to aim buying with my own money..am going to save all my ringgits and cents to get it myself..

here goes :

1. l'occitane cherry blossom perfume..
2. a leather bag and also a casual looking bag from topshop or esprit..
3. a pair of crocs (got it)..
4. a zara sweater..and from others too..
5. a pair of levis jeans..and other jeans..
6. pretty blouses from topshop and zara..and from others too..
7. 2 pretty dresses for andy's and alice's wedding..
8. a nice bracelet made of white gold..
9. cutting, straightening and highlighting my hair..
10. a pair of aldo slippers
11. a holiday trip..
12. loads and loads of pretty tees..
13. a pair of pretty heels for andy's and alice's wedding..
14. loads of working attire..
15. a few casual dresses..
16. few pairs of shorts..
17. few pretty casual skirts..
18. pretty hair clips..
19. a fossil watch..
20. a leather purse from CK..
21. a pair of sunglasses..
22. a pair of sneakers..
23. a new bible (this is a must)

gosh..i sound so materialistic..but im gonna aim to get it all within a year with my own money..

and for starter, i got myself a pair of crocs..yay!!!

the list might get longer..but im determine to get them this year..yay!!!