* updates *

im now in the middle of my pre-marital counseling..

5 more to go and im all set to plan for my wedding..

speaking of planning, kvlye and i, we went to look see look see for wedding rings and we found a pair which we love and we might get those as soon as we get things planned..

and im still very much happy..

ok..i dont know what to update here cuz my blog is pretty lame nowadays and im sure noone wants to read it anymore so i might as well close it..

i think i will..one day..

or maybe i might need vic's help in the layout..my layout sucks..haha..

oh yea..i ran in the 4x100m race the other day in a school event..and i..i mean, we, came in second..and yup, i..i mean, we, got a silver medal each..did i just say silver medal? yup..

and my face is pretty much burnt and my muscles are aching like mad..but i guessed its worth the while..

and im still very much happily engaged to kvlye whom by now is still busy eating and busy growing fats..but he's just as lovable as i know..

off to bed now..

bye.

* special letter for you *

My Child,


You may not know me, but I know everything about you. I know you when you sit down and when you rise up. I am familiar with all your ways even the every hairs on your head are numbered, for you were made in my own image. In me you live and move and have your being. For you are my offspring. I knew you even before you were conceived. I chose you when i planned creation. You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book. I determined the exact time of your birth and where would live. You are fearfully and wonderfully made. I knit you together in you mother's womb and brought you forth on the day you were born.

I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me. I am not distant or angry, but am a complete expression of love and it is my desire to lavish my love on you, simply because you are my child and I am your father. I offer you more than your earthly father ever could for I am a perfect father. Every good gifts that you receive comes from my hand for I am your provider I meet all your needs. My plans for your future has always been filled with hope because I love you with an everlasting love.

My thoughts towards you are countless as the sands on the seashore and I rejoice over you with singing. I will never stop doing good for you for you are my treasured possession. I desire to establish you with all my heart and soul and want to show you great and marvelous things. If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me. Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart, for it is I who gave you those desires. I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine, for I am your greatest encourager. I am also the father who comforts you in all your troubles. When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you. As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart. One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes and I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth.

I am your father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus. For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed. He is the exact representation of my being. He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you and to tell you that I am not counting your sins. Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled. His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you. I gave up everything I love so that I might gain your love. If you receive the gift of my son, Jesus, you receive me and nothing will ever separate you from me love again. Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen.

I have always been Father, and will always be Father. Will you be my child?

I am waiting for you.







Love,
Your Dad,
Almighty God.

* i need some more money *

its been an expensive week..so expensive that i have to remain broke for the rest of the month until i get my pay again..

total damage done..

i spent so much on shopping that i never knew i can..all in 2 days..

i bought 2 pairs of shoes from sachs at the same time..a pair of shorts from mng..sweater from mooks and 2 cardigans from zara..the many many tupperwares products..bras from la senza, triumph and panties from la senza and sloggi..tops from kitchen, topshop, cotton, zara, mng..gifts from my kids from hallmark..a pink whistle from spore..

see the damage done?

im therefore, broke..

BROKE!!!

but on the brighter mode and the brighter side, which is kinda self denial, i have loads od new things..haha..

again, self denial and broke..

hahahaha..

ah well, the end of april is coming so yeah..chill..hahaha..

* a week's work *

this whole entire week..this whole of one week has been nothing but pain and disappointment to me..

i was really at the lowest point of my life..well, not my entire life but for now, yes..the worst..

but still..GOD IS GOOD, ALL THE TIME AND ALL THE TIME, GOD IS GOOD!!!

it couldnt have been worst but God is so good to have it all filtered for His beloved princess, ME!!

thank You, Lord..

* emo rants *

i was disappointed at some occasion..

still 'am' disappointed..

somehow, i take things personally and i ended up disappointing myself and upsetting myselt badly..

but its amazing..

the amazing thing is no matter how disappointed i feel and how upset i am, His faithfulness always makes me smile..

i marvel at His faithfulness..great is Thy faithfulness..

its what got me here..

* happy easter *

happy easter, peeps !!!

im on holiday tomorow and and im going shopping..

easter shopping, anyone?

:0)