* 25 to be *

i got depressed a week before my big day..the birthday..

now that im less than 24 hours to touch 25, i felt a sense of contentment..

it was a public holiday today and i went pak tor with kvlye..we had lunch together at my fav diner and off we went shopping..i bought a pair of jeans to spoil myself..also some roller perfume which its scent i adore so much..we also bought monopoly 3D to fill our time..haha..

we went for a time of movie..show wasnt all bad but it wasnt my cup of tea..the book of eli..

dinner was eaten at home..and i had just as much fun as i would have imagined it to be..

in a few hours time, im going to hear kvlye say "happy birthday, darling"..and i have no idea how i will react to it but spending my time with him, spending my day with him just makes everything so much better..

right now, im sipping soft drinks with him while talking and watching movie on the dvd player..

perfect!!

* run *

ignore the title..it just came out randomly out of no where..

anyways, i have something in mind..

people changed..they always do..one way or another, they will..

i stumble upon some pictures of a lovely couple..the mother of one of them is very 'weird'..in a way not a friendly person from how i know her..

but one accident changed her life forever..she recovered and her perception towards life and her child changed..she became such a lovable person who is impossible to hate..she loves her child's other half unlike before..she loves her family in ways i can never imagine and her family came back to her in ways i can never imagine..

so..people changed..they always do..it's the matter of time..

and i believe in that..

my prayers and blessing to the beautiful couple who beat the odds in life to be together..though im a bit jealous but i wish them well..and to the mother too..

and yes, people changed..for both the better and the worst..

* korean dudes *

im crazy about boys over flower..CRAZY!!!

the dudes in this show is soooooo the handsome and hot..phew!!!

and im so into kim hyun joong..

he sweeps me off my feet, head and everything else..

i know im engaged and all but whats wrong with dreaming..

can i go to korea to meet the cute hyun joong?

someone please fly me there..

LOL..

* updates *

not much updates..

i celebrated cny in AS and this year, kvlye was nice enough to come back with me..

we drove back on the eve of cny at 4am..yup, in the morning..traffic flow was better than expected and the fact that i got myself ready to pee in the plastic bags just vanished..

we went to thailand on the 4th day of cny..and yup, i went shopping crazee there..it's a whole lot of shopping activities going on..it's a good thing that we weren't tax..

i bought bountiful of goodies especially bags..cutesy stuffs and yummylicious foodies..haha..

and yup, i gained loads of weight..crap crap..

and because i didn't get to shop for clothes there in thailand, kvlye bought 2 sweater for me from zara..and kvlye's mom bought me 2 tops frpm shanghai and i bought some more clothes online..woohoo..what's missing are shorts and shoes..

and im abit depressed these few days..maybe because im aging and the fact that im going to turn 25 soon..it's getting into my head in a bad and sad way..am i normal..

ok..love life wise..im still engaged..and still have no dates and days set yet for the special, big day..still in the midst of counseling..but im really excited about my new life..

i'll upload pics later when i have the time..right now, im loaded with other important responsibilities..

till then, have a good day..